back in the rich

back again,
time to work, but i have had a great break. brought my ukulele back, and bought a bunch of stuff on black friday. what a night that was. potomac mills was packed at midnight and it was pretty awesome. bought a dvd player for my family, some dvds and a pair of dunks. overall a successful black friday if you ask me.

but now im back and i am bored probably will continue to study after this post. i bought the new kanye album and i love it. im almost through the first season of 30 rock. the sad thing is i bought the box set yesterday.


currently listening to
Somewhere Over the rainbow - Israel Kamakawiwo'ole

its almost here

Street lights, glowing
Happen to be just like moments
Passing, in front of me
So I hopped in
The cab and I paid my fairs
See I know my, destination
But I'm just not there

very excited for this release. im going home tomorrow and i am very excited. i need this break even though i am forced to study while i am home it will be a change and i need that right now. i need to do well on these last tests and finals, so its time to work. kshonda and sids birthday parties were super fun.

"IF I WAS IN THE SUN I WOULD BE PROTECTED!"

lol

currently listening to
Street Lights - Kanye West

inebriated stories part 2

today i went to short pump
but before i bought gloves from an awesome store
i dont mean to be a bore.
but britney spears is a whore
i need some sleep
because at 630 this mornign i peeped
my head is spinning
because i kept winning
in pong that is
im a fucking wiz
brendan was supposed to walk me home
mother fucker didnt so im pissed
but my friends janeahhhhhh and kelseyahhhhhhhh did
and i am deeply greatfull for it
they care about my safetey
and i thank them greatly
inebriated thoughts shall begin
in my mind all we did is win
this doesnt make sense
i love to eat sausages
man do i love them
like jesus loved bethlehem
the place were he was born
when he died people morned
but fuck that he came back
on the 3rd day he rose
why am i talking about htis
at shortpump today i sat in a chair
in nordstroms so i listened to a piano player
it was so good i loved it
man i wish he had played more
the best part was he played beauty and the beast music
that is all

currently listening to
Paranoid - Kanye West

we all self concious. im just the first to admit it

i sit here today,
i have no idea what im going to do. ive decided that i love this pressure that has recently been put upon me. i have this feeling that im gonna pull off a clutch win, in all of the obstacles ahead. FUCK YOU FINALS IM COMING FOR YA. for serious though, its time to buckle down, time to do work, time to study like its my fuckin job.

but enough on stressful topic. lets talk about what i have in my possession. mr jello pudding pops himself, bill cosby, is coming to vcu to speak and i have me a ticket. im pretty excited, purely because its random that they would get bill cosby for the 40th anniversary of vcu, but also because old people say the darnedest things.

its getting colder and i think i should purchase some fucking gloves.

currently listening to
All Falls Down - Kanye West

"it seem, we living the American dream, but people highest up, got the lowest self esteem..."

victory is sweet

cash money killahs win tonight
school is about to kick my ass

currently listening too
All Falls Down - Kanye West

the calm before the storm

today is sunday.
errr actualy now its monday. sorry for lack of posts i promise this one will be good though because i get to talk about feelings. YAY FEELINGS. stressed, excited, happy, sad, just take them all throw them into a mixer and thats what i am. stressed because i want the deans list so bad, and i can get it if i maintain my grades. its gonna be hard but college is supposed to be hard. hard work, a philosophy ive taken on in the past couple of weeks and i really think its paying off. i am glad to be caught up with all of my classes and even a little ahead in some of them. i love it, and i definitely do not miss being behind. but one thing i am worried about is finals. this enty is called the calm before the storm because it is my last week of partial stress. next week, its time to "do work", and i mean that in all senses of the phrase.

i found something that i once lost in my past, and that my friends is hockey. i play floor hockey, and i know its not the same as ice, but i truely believe that i would never be able to play again after i hurt my knee and to be honest i love every second i play. ive missed it so much. 5 years ago when the doctor told me i couldnt play again i cried. now i know that sounds like some bitch shit, but youd understand if you were an athelete whose dreams are shattered by an injury. no playing meant no more football, and no more hockey, the two things that i loved most. and here i am in college playing watered down versions of both. but in my mind i feel as if i hadnt hurt my knee, almost delusional, but still a great feeling.

sadness comes from lots of things. i find myself getting mad at my friends for no reason. it saddens me that the slightest thought makes me want to punch him in the face. i really dont know whats wrong with me. i really hope its just the stress getting to me and that i dont kick his ass. but on the real, sometimes i just want to kick him in the balls, and i dont know why. is it jealousy? is it that hes an asshole? or is it im an asshole? regardless to which ever one it is, its not good and i really wish for it to go away. i cant be kicking no ones ass.

i am really fucking excited for kanyes album to come out. YOU HAVE NO IDEA! im not gonna lie, after i heard love lockdown i hated on it a little. and then after i heard it was entirly in auto tune i hated on it more and more. but after listening to other songs and his message i changed my attitude towards it. it is different from anything ive ever heard before. i believe that he is a musical genius. its fucked up to say but his mother dieing and his fiance leaving him have sparked this musical growth within him. he no longer is limited to rap, but also pop. he uses his music to display his feelings no matter what. he stays true to his words and stands behind them even if people tell him hes wrong or wack. kanye west, although cocky as hell, will always speak from his heart and thats the kind of people we need these days. these fake people we run into on a day to day, do nothing but waste our time.

quote of the day
"whether i say something that's right, or the wrongest thing you've ever heard, its always from my heart, its always from my soul, its always me..."

currently listening to
Amazing - Kanye West feat. Young Jeezy
(taken off youtube but you can hear it here)
http://www.vibe.com/news/music/2008/11/kanye_west_amazing/

today is the day after probably one of the most important days of america

oh hello,
yesterday was awesome. but im late so i wont talk about it that much. it felt good to pick the candidate but more importantly i believe we picked the right one. to be honest i would have been fine with either one, ANY change is better than what we have currently. but enough of this politics mumbo jumbo, im really getting tired of it. The election is OVER, stop BITCHING.
onto another topic, today was a great day. after a productive class, i ride my bike home to see my friend who tells me that our 4 oclock is canceled. i went home and got really bored. so i ventured to the liburrrry and i got all of my shit done and was free from 6 oclock on. AMAZING. i like to call it alotted lazyness. i watched anchorman, one of my favorite movies. (insert favorite part here)

soda outa the nose funny. but yea, after i got to that part i decieded to venture off on the streets of richmond on my trusty friend super drop. super drop is a BMX bike shown here.
hes not much but super fast and super fun to take off of curbs. sid asks me why i keep him in this city environment. to be honest i see no other alternative. it keeps me unique, i can pick it out of any bikes in the crowd and i is my lone savior this semester. it has calmed me down on so many different occasions, it has saved me from the tyrany of boredom, but most importantly it has been a good friend who does not flake on me. i realize today that it can go wicked fast as i got from kroger to B and B in about 2 minutes.
tommorow i look forward to hpex 200 class, but more importantly i look forward to yoga for runners at 1030.
anyways i should go to bed soon being that hpex 200 is at 8.
i leave you with this

jesse jackson is just funny to me okay!

oh LOLOLLOLOLOL

thanks to a friend i stumbled upon this
i laughed for 20 minutes
and peed a little

no more abuse

dear blog-ary.
its been a while friend ive been too lazy to post, but now i feel it is time for the redemption post. i have been doin good over the past couple of however many days ive been gone. HALLOWEEN was a fuckin blast, i went to a party on thursday night and had so much fun. my costume this year, inflatable sumo, i now know what it feels like to have everyone look at you because you are fat, and also what it feels like to have 6 AA bateries in your pocket.
in other news, i fell off of my bike today. i hurt my ass and my shoulder but im fine. i went on another one of my infamous midnight rides. if you didnt know, i only go on these rides if i am either depressed, sad or stressed. in this case i was all three. i did something a little different this time. i went to the compass and i layed down on the wall. keep in mind that it is 12 15 and there is no one around. i truley was the most peaceful experience i have had here at VCU. i was there for 30 minutes doing nothing but staring at the sky and what little stars were up there. i forgot about everything in that time. and ofcourse i rode my bike to the comons courtyard and ate shit there, which is the only bad part about my night.
thats all i got for you tonight
later days buddy


currently listening to
Daydreamin' - Lupe Fiasco